i feel obligated to say something here every once in a while. unfortunately there's not much cool to say. just a bunch of gamer nonsense that repels the average reader, so i'll refrain and go a different route... this time. am i a negative person? i know that internally i am not. i'm actually quite a positive person, i just don't feel the need to voice my occasional lofty moments. do i bring up too much negative stuff to my friends? i guess i really need an answer from someone, 'cause i dunno. it could be the combination of restlessness, stuff at work, stuff in general, but i feel mixed up. maybe i'm growing a little, or maybe i'm slipping. i really can't tell when i'm in it. perhaps i'm lost in a fog. i just can't tell which was is forward. i don't want to end up where i was. i guess i'll just keep moving. i'm so tired of the state of things and i'm starting to feel guilty. is it because i complain and do nothing? i don't think so. i feel like i'm trying. maybe a bad approach? man... i hate not being able to pinpoint these sorts of things. i would like some answers.
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